~ Just A Dream ~

12:52pm: Writer's Block: If these walls could talk

Probably not. As much as it may be the home of my dreams I'm sure I could find another house I loved. Although the rent-free part is slightly tempting. Though I guess you could always call in a Priest or someone to exorcise the house. But as a general, I say no. I've seen too much Supernatural/other horror movies to know that this would be an idea. To quote Dean: 'When someone says a place is haunted, don't go in.'

2:58pm: Friends Only

Yups - that's right. My journal is now 'Friends Only'

Well..to the most part. I'm sure random little quips and tv/music rants will still be normal. But anything personal or remotely private is friends only =P So...just comment to be added as friend.

Peace Out!

10:52pm: Writer's Block: Your Favorite Series: One Last Go Round
Hm, no thought necessary. It would have to be Firefly. Such a shiny show with so much potential. I mean, a Western in space...who'd a thunk it =)

12:49pm: New Layout =)
Finally after what's been..about two years...I've changed my layout. The theme was picked from my magic hat because I got so many suggestions from my friends aswell as ones of my own. I love Hodgins and Zack. They're antics made me laugh. XD. And after watching the S3 finale last night and feeling sad because of it, it made me smile =)

5:12pm: Those pesky unicorns are surfing silver moonbeams...again..

Feel tired today. I was up late last night. On the plus side I didn't have to work this evening which means I can eat nice hot food rather than a sandwich.

*Listens to sister shouting*

That's not good. Two weeks ago we were putting up the Xmas tree. One minute my dad was fine and the next he was speaking gibberish and talking about sausages. After taking him to Accident and Emergency and an evaluation from the Doctor's they seem to think he had had a mini-stroke. It's been two weeks now and he seems better. Still a bit fuzzy with certain things but hopefully it was a one off. He just needs to relax. But yes, to those that wondered where I'd been the last few weeks now you know. Dad was sick.

Hm. And the unicorns. I have no clue. They've just..entered my converstains a lot lately.

11:54pm: Fudge
 
I be cold. That's what I want to start with. Although it's not suprising since it's the middle of Decemeber. And Christmas a week away. My how quickly it has flown.

I haven't updated this in a while mostly because I've been so busy. And things lately haven't been overly fantastic.

I've passed my driving test so I can now legally drive on the roads of Britain with no 'L' plates. What a fab feeling that is to know. I saw this little Corsa and we were going to get it (me and my mum) but after some discussion she decided she was going to keep the golf as my dad's car needed some work on it and that instead I would go on the insurance and can drive that. It's a nice car still. It has no power resistant steering so I am struggling a bit parking and stuff but if I keep practising in it I should get used to it =D It's a little 1991 car too so it's not modern but it's got character. And....a cassette player. Which is..bad. Lol. I have some cassette tapes somewhere which I made up for my camping trip (I took my old walkman incase I dropped my MP3 player.) There is no point buying a new stereo for it because it would most probably be worth more that the car itself. Actually, no it wouldn't but it doesn't seem worth it. Had to giggle though because in the Season 1 companion to SPN there is a bit written by Sam entitled: 22 Reasons Not To On A Road Trip With My Brother. And at the top of the list is: His car only plays cassettes. Seriously. Which is rather similar to what my sister told me when I asked her to get some tapes from her work (one of a few places you can find them) so I could record some of my fave tracks on to them. Although I did start my music list of things to add. But there have now been three 'Driving Anthem' CD's advertised on tv. It must be a sign!!

What was more interesting however was that my test was scheduled for 15th November at 9.38am. I wanted that time to miss the rush hour traffic. My friend in Wales was due to take her test mid October but the test centre sent her a letter rearranging it to the 15th November at 8.20am. We thought it was amusing that we were taking them on the same day a week apart. But no. A week before my test I received a letter through the post telling me my test was cancelled and was rearranged to: 15th November at 8.20am! That was freaky. Like a Freaky Friday but it was a Thursday so not like a freaky Friday. Anyway, we both passed, my driving instructor was her driving instructor when she lived here before her big move to Wales and we just found it out. I guess it was a sign. Or something.

And I haven't been watching Supernatural much lately either. Been to busy with work and studying.

And my journal is like this until I can be bothered to work through the code and make the header nice again in IE *kicks IE* It looks fine in Firefox but not IE. Although I do have another idea for another layout. But I like this one. That's if my LJ survives as I have been thinking of getting rid of it. Out with the old and in with the new as they say.

And one last thing. Or quote. As I do like my quotes. Taken from the latest episode, A Very Supernatural Christmas it was one of Dean's one liner's that tickled me. He and Sam are tied to chairs and well, they're in a spot of bother. You have to watch the bit to understand but he gets scoulded for swearing and is told that a good word to use if you need the urge to swear is fudge. So.

Dean: "You fudgen' touch me again, I'll fugden' kill you."

It is amusing and always reminds me of getting told off when I let slip the odd swear word which you didn't quite realise was a bad word to say andbeing told to say 'fudge' or 'knickers' instead. But yes, fudge is good. And I now have the urge to invest in some tasty fudge from the old sweet shop in town. Which at 00.14 is going to be a pretty difficult thing to do. 

EDIT: Yes! I can use my layout again *dances* Apparently that pesky little site preview thing was throwing the layout out of line which was why all the layouts were going iggly piggly. But yay!!!

2:10pm: Music List
This is a list of all my music. Be afraid...

I know the list is like...three posts down put this one will stay near the top and will be updated =)

Updated - June 20th 2007

 

10:19pm: I wear the cheese...

Methinks I may just have a mini rant. A rather mini random rant that's annoyed me a bit....little?......say a lot. It is rather petty though. But I was surfing the web as I do, and I got something for 2008 calendars. At this I kinda scoffed and went for the 'But it's still only freakin' September'' line. So curiosity got the better of me (and yes, we all know it kills the cat) but you know, I wondered what calendar I might be able to acquire for next year as I like to vary it from year to year. Saying that, before this year which was a dophin themed one and 2006 which featured fantasy pictures, the rest had pretty much been Buffy/Angel orientated. With a Monty Python one thrown in too. Actually, I think in 2006 I had a Buffy one and the fantasy one. Just because I could =P And it kept business away from pleasure. Hee hee. Anyhoo, my point which I shall finally get to is that I found one that I wouldn't mind getting *cough* Supernatural *cough*. Only issue is...it's not avaliable in the UK.  And many sites seldom ship to the UK from the US. There is...one site I've found but my card won't work on that.  And I'm kinda not planning to go over to the US anytime seeing as my trip to New York this year already kinda failed. *Damn you people with no passports -Shakes fist- *  And the only options I have left are either a) Pester anyone I know that is planning to head over there anytime soon b) Pester any of my friends that don't mind using their card or whatever on the site and let me owe them c) Pester anyone I know in the US to get it, send it to me and I send money to them which is kinda of a rather big thing to ask. I can't just go to them 'Can you do me a favour' because it's a big one to ask. D) Just forget about it...... D seems to pretty much be the option at the moment. E) is the 'Hope some UK shop or site gets hold of it and I can get it from there' but that's a kinda 'I wouldn't hold my breath' thing. Failing that I'll probably be going back to the normal Buffy calendar. Or maybe a groovy movie one.....

On another note, a few months ago I was appealing for Lucky Charms. Well, I went to London in August with my friend and I found some. However, they were...pricey to say the least. It cost, for a box, £6!!! I mean...I love them but I'm not sure I love them enough to spend £6 on a box...Still that emigrating plan still seems such a nice idea...

8:32pm: Boston...

Right now I'm listening to my Boston album, and some of the lyrics to some of the songs pretty much relate to me right now in one form or another. For example:

'Now if you're feelin' kinda low 'bout the dues you've been paying, future's comin' much too slow. And you wanna run but somehow you just keep on stayin', can't decide on which way to go.' - Peace Of Mind

'Sail on - on a distant highway, I've got to keep on chasin' a dream.' - Foreplay/Longtime

'It's a bright horizon and I'm awakin' now, oh I see myself in a brand new way.' - Don't Look Back

Pretty much sums up how I feel at the moment...

7:06pm: Musings, Potter And Stars...

Hm, I really don't know what to right because at this moment, I have many many many things running through my hyperactive and somewhat childish mind. 

Firstly YIPPPEEEE!! College finished Thursday *thanks anyone and everybody* I need a break. Hee. Kind of ironic really but after having studied and been in education for 16 years or so of my life (I started um, Reception when I was five, attended Playschool before that and have been in compulsory ed and college etc since) I think I just need  a um, break. That and the fact I was up until 1.30am this morning finishing off this damn blast Psychology assignment which perhaps I should have finished earlier in the week.  But I didn't. C'est la vie and all that jazz.

I'm currently supposed to be writing up my PI chat article for the PI Times (over at Pink Imoen  - check it out if you haven't =D ) but I have a rather bad case of Writer's Block, the nasty disease that strikes us all from time to time. I'm sure I'll think of something in the next hour that's fun for the members to read. Nothing a bit of Supermassive Black Hole by Muse won't help solve.

Currenting musings that are also running through my head is Season 3 of Supernatural. After two months (S2 ended on my 21st birthday, but at least Sam lived. Whoop!) I'm having withdrawal symptoms. Because tv over here in the UK is rather...poo. That and we get the decent American shows like, many months later. So I'm considering emmigrating over there. Not just for the tv because I'm not a big tv fan. But they have Rootbeer..and Lucky Charms. Which I love, but which are not sold over here...often. Rootbeer you can get if you know where to look..and that means a trip down to London to the Australian/New Zealand/Canadian food store in the Covent Garden area. Lucky Charms? No clue. But perhaps someone would send me some *puppy dog eyes* I guess I should go back to my original point...I'm having withdrawal symptoms which is kind of..odd because normally I can function pretty well without new episodes.  I think I'm just kind of anxious. Rumour has it two new hunters (who are female) are going to be introduced which I think is a sucky idea, although it really depends on how often they appear. Someone said it was 'Regular' but it depends on thei definition of 'regular' - "I'll have a regular fries and coke with that, please." But, in my personal opinion its always been about the WInchesters and the YED and their family and the people they meet along the way and adding more regular characters would take it away from that. Listen to me! Bitch fest!! I just don't want it to go the same way I felt Buffy went by the end of it. I felt it had lost the plot a bit. I guess on the plus side, ITV are now showing it so I can just watch that late on Friday nights if I'm at home.

I've been reading a lot over the last two days. Someone I work with leant me the Dark Angel books on Friday which she had to import from the US. Then, Harry Potter was released on Saturday, and while I'm not one of these fans that are like *scream scream scream queue for hours in the rain*  I wanted to read it. It's odd because I read the first book when I was in middle school as it was on our reading list of things we had to read, so for it to now be over is kind of odd. And makes me realise how old I am! Bearing in mind I had to work Saturday and Sunday, I've managed to finish one Dark Angel book and I'm about two thirds of the way through the second, and I've also finished Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.

Speaking of which...for those that don't want to know what happened, look away now...

Well, I thought it was a good book. But in my opinion...it might have been better to have split it up into two books..or have made it a bit longer. Because I felt that it was rushed at times. Although I think 'The Wedding' chapter was rather pointless and not altogether needed. Not really sure what else to write though. Just..read it. XD

And I have a glittery spade to go with the glittery blue Star bucket Morgan bought me the other day. Whoot!
 

3:47pm: Well for one, they're cassette tapes...
Today I did my 'mock' Driving Test, which in theory is a dry run of the real thing. Suprisingly enough, I did much better then I thought I would, and if I iron out some of the kinks I had, I should pass with no problem what so ever. I have two months to iron out those kinks so I better get cracking. The 'examiner' (a.k.a someone I've never driven with before and thereby not my normal instructor) said that my manouvres (my turn in the road and parallel park) where done 'really really well' and that I 'kept calm even when some cars decided to be impatient and sit there'. So, after this, what I would deem to be 'good' news, I've decided to put together a list of music that I'd want to drive too. Currently it's entitled 'List Of Songs For Driving' which is somewhat unimaginitive and predictable, so I will in the near future come up with a 'funky' name. Only problem is, the car I will most likely be driving still has a cassette player (Ha!) and I don't think my mum can really be bothered to change it for a CD one like my dad did. And can you even get cassette tapes anymore? I have no clue. Might be able to get some from Curry's or somewhere like that. If not, I'll have to either find some old tapes and record over them or visit an antiques shop =P (Yes that last one was a joke. Hee). I could use my MP3 player but a) It's not an iPod so I'd have to find someway to hook it up and b) That would be too much hassle so I may as well put some songs onto a tape. Again, the thing with tapes is...how long they are. So this is currently my 'List Of Songs For Driving'.

List Of Songs For Driving

Back In Black - AC/DC
Highway To Hell - AC/DC
Alright Now - Free
Peace Of Mind - Boston
Don't Look Back - Boston
Foreplay/Longtime - Boston
More That A Feeling - Boston
Smoke On The Water - Deep Purple
Hush - Deep Purple
(Don't) Fear The Reaper - Blue Oyster Cult
Hotel California - The Eagles
Brown Eyed Girl - Van Morrison
Breakfast At Tiffany's - Deep Blue Something
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
Dancing In The Moonlight - Toploader
20th Century Boy - T -Rex
What A Wonderful World - Joey Ramone
Yoshimi Battles The Pink Robots Pt 1 - The Flaming Lips
Supermassive Black Hole - Muse
Plug In Baby - Muse
New Born - Muse
In The End - Linkin Park
Zombie - The Cranberries
Hair Of The Dog - Nazereth
Broken Down Angel - Nazereth
We Will Rock You - Queen
Don't Stop Me Now - Queen
Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen
Radio Ga Ga - Queen
Renegade - Styx
Everywhere - Michelle Branch
A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton
Sunday Morning - Maroon 5
Heartbreaker - Led Zeppelin
Ramble On - Led Zeppelin
All I Really Want - Alanis Morissette
There Is - Box Car Racer
Layla - Derick And The Dominoes
Johnny B Goode - Chuck Berry
One Year, Six Months - Yellowcard
Wild Horses - The Sundays
Sad Girl - Supergrass
Spoonman - Soundgarden
Place Your Hands - Reef
Look At You - Screaming Trees
Wake Up - Rage Against The Machine
Riverflow - The Levellers
Somewhere Only We Know - Keane
Is It Any Wonder? - Keane
Filthy/Gorgeous - Scissor Sisters
Run To The Hills - Iron Maiden
Mr Brightside - The Killers
Sand In My Shoes - Dido
Trouble - Coldplay
Yellow - Coldplay
Flowers In The Window - Travis
Broadway - Goo Goo Dolls
Dizzy - Goo Goo Dolls
Long Way Down - Goo Goo Dolls
Going Under - Evanesence
Call Me When You're Sober - Evanesence
Silent Lucidity - Queensryche
Back On The Road Again - REO Speedwagon
Paradise City - Guns 'N' Roses

So..a rather..large selection of songs from artists I..like..a lot. Only thing is..that is so not going to fit on one tape...maybe six...and possibly sixty CD's =P

Oo, I also decided not to change my LJ layout but spruce it up instead. Everything is now black/red/white - the fandom icons and I even made some little white and red stars to separate everything *squee* Although, I'm pondering as to whether or not to get a new LJ account as I really want to start it a new. 

Quote Of The Day

This quote was largely chosen because of my whole 'music and cassette tape dilemma.'  And it made me smile. =) Actually, that one always does. Unfortunetely, it also appears to be a mirror image of mine and my sisters relationship. 

Sam: I swear man you've gotta update your cassette tape collection.
Dean: Why?
Sam: Well for one, they're cassette tapes. And two. Black Sabbath?  Motorhead? Metallica? It's the greatest hits of mullet rock.
Dean: House rules Sammy. Driver picks the music, shotgun shuts his cakehole.

Supernatural: Pilot

 

8:58pm: We Pillage, We Plunder, We Rifle And Loot......
Well, life has been erm..interesting lately. Actually, I feel that would be a complete and utter lie. Because it's been...dull(ish). Exams are over *whooot* well, until next year at least. Work's been lacking and boring when I've been there. It appears that extra hours allocated to weekend staff keep going to the same people over and over again which is somewhat annoying. I on the other hand tend to get stuck with the bank holidays, that, although they pay time and a half, also means that I miss out on doing fun things with my friends, boyfriend and family, who don't actually have to work that day. Pfft. That's about as much as I can muster. 

Staying with Steph was oober fun (Squiffyknees). We ate way too much sugary substance the Saturday night and decided to watch Mean Girls as it was on the devil box, aka, the tv. Shame that while we were in High School we didn't think of doing any of that stuff to the bullies. It would have made it more interesting I feel. Alas, we turned out alright despite the bullying and crap because we're good people. And we didn't get pregnant after leaving High School. They say what goes around comes around. I guess it did =| After watching that we had a Firefly-athon in which we watch several episodes of..Firefly. And oogling the eye candy *whistles innocently*  

We also went and saw Pirates Of The Caribbean: At World's End earlier that day too. Which was good. Some of it I thought was unnecessary. But it was still good. Although, a lot of people said before hand that it's hard to keep up with because things bounce backwards and forwards and get confusing. I for one didn't find this in the slightest - which could mean many a thing. The only thing I found hard to keep up with was the numb feeling that made its way down my legs and back after a couple of hours. That and the latest levents happening in the lives of the people sitting next to me. Overall, it was an awesome film. Even if my icecream lastest about 5 minutes into the trailers before the film. It's not my favourite out of the three. I think that has to be the first one. And I didn't like the way the second one ended. Although, admittedly, Will Turner has grown on me since the first film (perhaps it's the eyeliner?). Ok, so he wasn't so Pirate-y in the first one so perhaps it's the fact he made that transition to um..Pirate.  I did think it was a bit harsh when Davy Jones stabbed him in the heart however *shakes fist in mob fashion*. Still love Jack...and he did the right thing for once at the end sacrifcing what he wanted which was nice. And Elizabeth - she annoyed me more this time around..although I did like the 'Hello, King' bit. XD. 

And despite the butt numbing length, I went and saw it again with my boyfriend...which was rather amusing. Because first time I saw it on a Saturday afternoon in Norwich and there were no young children (by young children I mean under the age of 16), but when I went Satruday morning in Chelmsford it was more like a creche. The thing that annoyed me most was the ignorant brats that thought it was fun to throw popcorn everywhere and talk through the movie. And the parents who took there younger children (er, I'd say, aged ten tops) to see it and cover their kids eyes when for example Davy Jones decides to suck the guy - whose - name - I - can't - remember  brain's out. It was rated a 12A here (anyone under the age of 12 can only go in with an adult). In the old system, I'm guessing it would be a straight 12..which would probably have been better.  But at least we got an interval this time so I could stand there for 15 minutes and glare at them wholeheartedly.

Er...I also stayed at Steph's a couple of other nights too. Again we watched Firefly but ate less sugar because last time I was buzzing until 5am in the morning. And had to be up for work too. Which is never good. Especially the sugar crash that followed. But we watched stuff, and Buffy: Once More With Feeling and relived the old times when we knew and sang it all the time in particular in sociology. Ahh, the good old days.

Um....what else...*ponders* Ah, I throught of a career - I want to do set design in film and tv. I think I'd be good at that somehow. That's if I don't do well in my chemistry which remains to be seen.

Saw Morgan. He's good. I miss him like crazy though. We've lived in different parts of the country for almost a year now (well, we did it before but not like this). We see each other once a month if we're lucky. But it's made me realise that I love him very much and I don't want to lose him. We've been together four and a half years which is a long time. And I know there are plenty more fish in the sea, but I love him and even if we don't go out with one another anymore depending how things go, I still want him in my life. He makes me happy.

So I shall leave you with some quotes:

Dean: Bitch
Sam: What're you calling me a bitch for?
Dean: You're supposed to say "jerk"
Sam: What?
Dean: Nevermind

Dean talking to AU Sam in What Is And What Should Never Be.

Guess you have to understand what's gone on in S1 and the rest of S2 to understand, but it was funny when I watched it.

Jack Sparrow: Utterly deceptive twaddle speak says I.

'Captain' Jack Sparrow: POTC: At World's End

Has to be one of my favourite ones of the movie..and one that I've since used while I've been on a rambling spree.

 

6:32pm: Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens...

Yes, I'm doing some essential mantainance work to my blog...actually, I'm not. I'm just updating, adding stuff and changing things around. Not sure what to do about the layout. I've had it for a year and I'm not sure if I want to change it. Any thoughts/suggestions, then feel free to comment and post.

Well, let's see, first things first, Team Paperclip's head quarters and adventures are now online. Check it out. Username is below:

team_paperclip

Yes, Squiffy and Psy's adventures and calamities are now online for all to see. =) 

Oo, Squiffy gave me my Ninja Kitty. Complete with paperclip weaponary too. However, her's is still lost in the post somewhere. Kidnapped by Pie-rates no doubt. We did have a few meaningful conversations about explosive cherry pies last night...as well as many many meaningful ones about the joys and pains that men are. Looking forward to this weekend though. I'm off to stay with Squiffy for a few days and we're going to havea rather large Firefly/Serenity session while munching on Jaffa Cakes and Icecream. Although, I do have a feeling we'll be too busy plotting the take over of the Ea...I mean, er, discussing the plotline of it.  And we also have stolen Jaffa Cakes from Kyle and his little friend whom never actually asked for them back. I have magic fingers. I stole them (along with the Jam Tarts) from underneath their noses. Muahahahahahahaha =P

And, I have taken one step closer to being able to drive the Pap Mobile without L plates. Tuesday, I passed my Driving Thoery Test. I was, very very very....worried. But I needn't have been. Because I passed it. Much better then I thought. Full marks on the multiple choice and 62/75 on the hazard perception. So, next stop..the world! Muahaha.

Quotes Of The Day

"Hey, see if they've got any pie...Bring me some Pie!...Love me some pie"

- Dean Winchester - Supernatural (All Hell Breaks Loose Pt 1)

(Proving that, not only does Psy, Squiffy and Weebl and Bob love pie, but that Dean does too!)

"I am a leaf on the wind. Watch how I soar."

- Wash: Serenity

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."

- Dr Seuss

(One of my favourites. Because it's very true.)

8:19pm: Go, Psy! GO!

Ha. So, Psy The Super Spy is in business with her Pink Paperclip partner sidekick Squiffy knees (see pics in previous post). So beware us. Muahaha. And the Ninja Kitty. Squiffy Knees got her Ninja kitty today and it's evil twin should be arriving in the post very very soon. Unless, as I suspect, it has been ninjcanapped by the Pie loving Pirates...also known (according to Squiffy's sources) as The Pie-rates *dumdumdummmmm* To the Pap mobile! AWAY!

So yes, Ninja-Kitty V.1

Cute. Deadly. Cunningly Disguised. Yet stylishly cute. Muahahahaha. And as of the moment, nameless. But yes, we shall overcome that small problem of a name detail..thing. And all shall be well though unless Ninja Kitty and Ninja Kitty's evil clone fall out and fight with each other. Fur will fly. Meow!

On a slightly more serious note, I have my driving theory test on Tuesday. And I am quite worried that I won't pass. Actually, there's a 50/50 chance that I will/won't. Because that's what my average is so far *breathes* In my mind at least. Yes, because humming Highway To Hell by AC/DC will help a lot =/ Or maybe the Ebay song *sings* "I am the type who is liable to snipe you, with two seconds left to go, whoaaaa"


What more is there left to say except:

PIE!


Quotes Of The Day: 

(As Stegosaurus) "We will rule over all this land, and we will call it... 'This Land'."
(As T-Rex) "I think we should call it...your grave!" 
(As Stegosaurus) "Ah, curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!"
(As T-Rex) "Ha ha HA! Mine is an evil laugh...now die!"

-- Wash: Firefly: Serenity Pt 1

(Need I say more? lol)

Emily: "Have you lost your mind?"
Lorelai: "No, no. It's still sloshing around up there."

-- Emily and Lorelai Gilmore: Gilmore Girls

(I like this one. Handy little one liner.)

'Luck is my middle name. Mind you, my first name is Bad.'

-- Rincewind: Interesting Times

(Heehee. Poor Rincewind)

 Sam: "What are you going to do, poke her with a stick?" 
[Dean makes a face like he's thinking about it.]
 Sam: "Dude, you're not going to poke her with a stick!"

-- Sam Winchester: Supernatural: Playthings

(Hee, I always liked the stick one. Typical Dean would do it too..if he had a stick XD)

3:34pm: Fun, laughter and lots of cake!
I have to admit, I haven't posted here in, well, a good couple of months. I haven't even updated my site either. Or posted on forums as much as I used too. I've just had so much to do that I haven't had the time. If it's not revision, it's coursework, if it's not that, it's work or something else. And I pretty much feel worn out. But that might have something to do with the partying I've done over the last few days =)

On Saturday my sister turned 18. Which is odd because she's my lil sis and isn't quite my lil sis anymore. I mean, for starters she's like, an inch taller then me, which is better then 5inches. And now she's like drinking legally and drinks more then me. But yeah, Saturday was fun. Even though I had a few two many glasses of wine before 5pm. But hell, the ginger wine was so worth it =P

We went out to dinner which was fun. And oo, drama of the evening: my nan nearly cut my arm open with a steak knife. She was too busy waving it around and caught my arm. Didn't bleed but left a rather large stingy scratch. So lesson of the day: Do not let old people use sharp cutlery. Make them use spoons instead even if cutting up steak.

Let's see. Oo, tomorrow I'll be 21 *hides* Getting old. Lol. 

Last night though, we went to the pub and my friends got me a cake with Eeyore on it (I'll post some pics at the end) And there were candles and party hats and it was a complete suprise. I mean, I knew about the pub but not the cake and hats. Was a good giggle. Then me and Steph and my sis and Foster and Nigel went down the the bowling alley and played on some of the arcade style games and pool. Me and Steph played on the Dance Dance Revoution machine for a good 30mins plus and really felt it this morning. Lol. My legs killed. Is my old arthritic hip! And us girls beat the guys at pool. Lol. And we rode motorcycles and played air hockey and shot zombies so all in all was an eventful fun night XD



I'll probably post more tomorrow as I have loads XD

8:25pm: The sound of memories..
So I'm not up to much. College finishes tomorrow for two weeks for Easter. Which is good because I just feel so lethargic and fed up. And I don't think it's just college. I've got too much on my mind and it's frustrating me and making me feel crappy. But meh, that's life I guess.

Listening to random music and its taken me back to this time...almost I guess...so April, May..June in the flat last year when everything began to go rather pear shaped with the whole Nicole situation. But at the same time I have some rather fun memories. And the songs just remind me of the summer when I would watch the end of the season of SPN on youtube all the time and stare at it in disbelief and how I'd walk down by the river and eat strawberries and raspberries and stuff. Lol. And how me and Laura would have a good natter most nights, and the wine and movie nights and how on one of the lasts days in the flat we played 'Piggy In The Middle' with icecube ball things.

I guess they just make me feel all mixed emotionally. Especially because I moved back home and left Uni because I didn't want to continue with the course. Sometimes I wish I did but it wasn't for me. Although by now I should be finishing...in the next..month or so..I just guess that in reality I'm scared of leaving again because I have rebuilt my life here. I have friends - old and new - and I haven't been this happy in a while...still not overly happy but I'm happier then I was before. And if I did want to pursue forensics I'd have to leave Norwich and my friends all behind again. Which is something but seeing as I want to move to Canada I should really in reality be ok with it. But I'm not. I guess because it means starting again. Knowing no-one, making new friends, scared of being rejected. Meh. I don't know. Lol. Listen at me being all..mopey. 

Hee. Might go do some drawing. . Pass away the time until Supernatural comes on. At 11.30pm..but I missed it Sunday as I had coursework to do. It's Crossroad Blues which is a good episode: not my favourite by a long shot but not my most hated one of the season *waves fist at ELAC* yeah, didn't like that one...bloody clowns!

9:57pm: Demonic dust bunnies...
Hee. Things aren't great again and I'm still sick but I'm sure things will work out in the end.

Trying to decide on a career and I am pretty  much over 50% sure that I now what to go into graphic and web design of some sort. I mean, I'd love to do forensics but I'm worried that being an emotional person I won't be able to handle it. 

Drama practical isn't going too well. The exam is on the 13th March and we're still..writing bits almost. And one member won't be there Wednesday so we won't beable to practice. We have like a dance scene and at the moment some of the timing is off and people get confused so I'm a bit worried. I am enjoying the acting as a whole though. I've really gotten into it lately and its a good giggle. Don't think I would be doing that as a career though..although *giggles*  yeah..everyone has dreams..moving on..

Might change my layout. I love the dark look though so not sure. But I made a new desktop and wouldn't mind changing that into a header.

O, and the cash machine at the bank decided to keep my money but debit it from my account so I'm like, a third down on may wages and I have another...26 days until I'm paid again. Hopefully the problem will be sorted and the money returned but I sort of need it to pay my phone bill and stuff. Gah!

1:13pm: I've been missing you, but you just don't care...

So...I was going to post this at my other journal - to keep posts seperate per say. Except that didn't want to let me upload this layout there for some crappy reason so this is, as they say, going to be posted here until I a)Get the other layout/journal working or b) Just decided to delete this post.

But anyway, I woke up at 7am this morning with the intention of visiting Morgan. Unfortunately, we both decided that it might not be such a good idea while I'm still feeling icky. I don't really want to pass it on to him. But I sort of regret it now because I feel a bit better now *sulks* But next week, we should be going to London (I hope). I want to visit the Science Museum or something (can you say total geek =P) And try sushi. Rawr. Ooo, I forgot, I have new shoes too...they're Babycham shoes with butterflies on them. My other ones with the Babycham deer on have fallen apart finally. But...

After deciding not to goto Chelmsford I decided to check my mail. And youtube (because youtube is so awesome and spiffy)! Last night I was watching old episodes of Gilmore Girls. But this morning I logged on and there in black and white was the new episode of Supernatural that someone had so kindly uploaded.

 

So I'm now going to make some coffee seeing as I said I would like half hour ago and am being moaned at. And I might go play some Guildwars. Although I have some psych and chem homework so I might go do them...

11:31pm: Ain't no sunshine when you're gone....
So..I was lazy today. Did some tidying, trampolining, chatted to some people and lazed around some more in the garden surfing the web and watching DVD's. Damn I missed this.

Supernatural has now finished airing - both on ITV and ITV 2 (ITV 2 are doing reruns however so I can watch some of the later ones that I loved again)

O, yes, and this was my summary and thoughts on the last three episodes of the season... I watched the last three episodes of Supernatural last night...and er, I know I knew how it ended (I saw that clip on youtube a month or so back) but seeing it altogether was just rather. woah. Er..let's see...spoilers under cut - I need to rant it out or my system.. 

 

 And, Oh My, Brass got shot. I was right XD. Now - will he survive is the big question...somehow I reckon he will. I mean, they can't just...kill him =O Granted, there is Sofia but I'm not really a big fan of hers - although that might have been to do with the whole Sara/Grissom thing because they so should be together and I felt Sofia got in the way a bit...

 

 

10:51pm: Dumdumduummm...
Lets see...today was fun. And yesterday was. Just lazed around at home in the garden, spending some time with my family, enjoying the sun. Unfortunetely my hayfever has been playing up bad lately. Also need to go to the bank tomorrow to cancel the direct debit for my current rent because it's over now. *Yay*.

Am now about to sit down and watch the last three episodes of Supernatural Season 1 and the last two of Bones. No doubt I shall update this when I've finished watching them - ranting away as I do XD.